so ive been banned from my internet for the past 2 weeks basically. so in that period of time i made a list of things i want to do in my life. and then i realized. im very much insane.

life list.
support myself as an actress.
be happy.
paint a self portrait.
get arrested.
get in a fist fight.
swim with sting rays. [check]
have a daughter.
name her faye elizabeth.
play maureen in rent.
be homeless by choice.
own a massive bear dog.
travel the world.
meet scarlett johanssen.
take up an unhealthy habit.
befriend someone i dont like.
get a tattoo.
write a book.
have a near death experience.
parasail. [check]
visit the major cities of the world.
take a road trip.
bake cookies for a whole day.
get a new piercing.
break a bone
record a song.
meet brad pitt.
move out.
own an apartment senior year.
go to colombia college downtown.
participate in a protest.
do something completely and totally selfless.
fall in love. real love.
date someone completely wrong for me.
change someones life.
inspire someone.
write a screenplay.
design my own line of makeup.
visit marilyn monroes grave.
meet amy lee.
audition for american idol.
cuss someone out. [check]
participate in a large bar fight.
keep a journal.
throw a surprise party.
have a really hot one night stand.
camp in the new mexican desert.
live in a loft.
start a food fight.
go paintballing.
organize a touch football game.
have an affair.
have a completely cliche movie moment.
give a motivational speech.
watch four movies a week for a year. thats 208 movies.
get a subscription to netflix.
be a published photographer.
stay awake for a week straight. [check]
date someone with a mohawk. [check]
start a band.
call it molly cant dance. [©]
be heartbroken.
attempt murder.
sneak out. [check]
live in morocco for a year.
be in a high speed chase.
start a protest.
cause a scene.
be a street performer.
wear a versace dress.
change my name.
be remembered.
live.